confuse??????????

yesterday I went theater training. but at the same time at the invite of my brother to follow nasyid bd. Now I am confused, which one should I follow, theater or nasyid? but if I follow the nasyid, I have to disappoint someone who I most respect, but if I follow the theater, at the same time, I was disappointed too because I did not continue my career as a music player nasyid. haha but I do not mind, I prefer acting. Let me focus on theater classes. I'm sure I can